it will take the day to write this post. my mind wonders alot lately. i loose track of what i wanted to write. its wed and its stupid oclock again. i was in bed very early last night just to try and get enough sleep to be able to work today. i got 2 cards ready for the mail today. i found an old box of xmas cards i will be using until they are gone. good time to find them. i am not sure how many cards i send out on average but the theme of the cards fit the month of dec. i need to find a container to put all the extras in that i get in the mail from others. so far i have left them in the envelopes until i decide what to do. i want to make sure the pieces dont get ruined before i can use them. i am still working on a new card with a crochet star. i was chatting with another card maker yesterday and she gave me some ideas on how to finish the card. so will try and do that when i get back home. i am still up in the air about the star being removable or just glue it on. i would like it to be an ornament but its only 1.5 in, so kinda small and may get lost on a tree.

we wont be putting up a tree this year as i am working as usual , xmas eve, xmas day, boxing day. no point really as i am going to be gone. we are not doing the big dinner either. lots of work for just us, and neither one of us wants extra clean up .

brents meds are finally starting to work. he got some acid reflux meds, and he has stopped coughing all night. i told him thats what he needed but of course he didnt want to believe me. i had the exact same thing happen to me for over a year before the dr told me what was wrong. but it took several dr visits and several drs before they could figure it out. i never miss my med doses on that. i dont need anyone thinking i am sick right now because my acid reflux is acting up.

time to finish getting ready for work....be back later.

its almost time for bed now. i am very tired and it has been a long day. i waited too long to take my meds so now i am coughing. acid reflux causes this. i will be waiting about an hour before this will settle down again. so i will crochet a couple more stars for the cards.

work was very long. i dont think i like my job anymore. i am so tired of having to work with people who think the world revolves around them. it doesnt. if i didnt need to pay bills i would have quit today. but i didnt, i just kept on going one client at a time. i am going to have to talk to the dr about getting more pain pills. being as i work nights i need some for the nights and not just the day . i take 2 in the morning and by lunch they are mostly gone. and that is all i get.

i am going to call it a night and work on another star and then bed.see you all tomorrow