its been a rough start to the day. my hands are swollen and my shoulders hurt. i am paying for doing too much yesterday. i always feel like when i can i have to get things done. i am in pain so much that i am always behind in getting some house chores done.

as with anyone with fibro there is always pain somewhere . being as i am in pain with my shoulders and hips today. i became sick. even though i took some pain meds. sometimes its not enough. so with the help of some soda crackers and tea i hope to feel a bit better soon.

i have the lady coming to pick up some plants soon. then i can finish moving the empty pots into the shed. then the trunk goes out to the sunroom and the rabbit goes to the spot where the trunk is. i would rather the rabbit go back in the bird room.

i made spagetti sauce for dinner. i think its going to be a soup night for me. i am not sure i can handle pasta tonight. i didnt even have oatmeal for breakfast, i had cold cereal.

on the bright side i the socks out on the line and another load in the machine. i soaked some whites in TSP. it really helps get alot of the yellowing out of pillowcases and sheets.

i really wanted to spend some time doing art today. maybe tomorrow. its hard to feel inspired to make something when you feel like crap a lot of the time. even then i am not sure anyone will want any of the things i make . i would like to make sure the blankets get to my grandkids at least. at this point would i need a lawyer now? i miss them so much. i wonder every day how they are doing . if they miss me. if they wonder about me.

i am going to go now before i am sick again, see you all tomorrow....