its near the end of my day off. i have had a quiet and busy day. i did some art and of course made dinner, dishes and housework in general. made sure the birds i am selling are ready to go. brent says they are going to be picked up soon. once those cages are empty they will get a good wash.

pain level is moderate today only because i was not at work. i managed to get a hold of the dr and she said the renewal was faxed. so why was it not faxed at the same time as the other one. now i have to make another trip to the pharmacy. i am trying to stay out of the store not go there more.

the cats are driving me nuts lately. they wont leave me alone. if one is not on me the other is. i dont mind them beside me but on me is not only painful but it makes me cranky.

got some more cards to mail out. will have to get some more stamps this week. maybe sometime after work, depending on my energy level.

got told we are to clean up messes that clients make in their rooms. all well and good, but there is nothing to clean it up with. so what do they want me to do, use towels. sometimes the office just does not think about what they are saying to us. i would love to go there and slap them, but i cant. so i keep quiet to keep my job and put on a pretend smile.

i love doing my art and i really miss it alot. it helps to calm me and keep me from being too depressed as i focus on something else. i have been suffering from depression for many years. i have good days and bad days. but mostly i just feel sad alot of the time. i try and put on a happy face for brent and work but its alot of work and energy. probably another reason why i am so mentally tired alot.

my new glasses seem ok. any problems they said and i can go back and get checked.

time to take my meds and check on bunny and cat food. see you all tomorrow....