It's stupid o'clock again. I am trying to get it together for work. It's not going well. I am in so much pain I can barely move.

Ok pain meds taken, now I wait for them to kick in and hope they will last long enough. I am still very tired which reminds me of a memo sent out by the office about driver safety. One of which is to not drive when tired. Well then I should not have been driving the last three days. So how does the office justify what they do I have no clue. The office lives in a different world then us workers. Without us workers no one in the office would have a job, they seem to have forgotten that part.

Looked outside and there is snow on the car. I don't have far to go but winter is still a pain in the ass and a very dangerous season. I never liked traveling in the winter. Funny how no one in my family ever traveled to see us in the winter, they never came to see us ever.

Came across an old birth notice of the last known birth from my siblings. My nephew would be 12 now. My sister never sent pictures of her kids or even let me know she was pregnant. I have not talked to any of them in 10 years. I wonder if they even think of me. I guess not enough to call or email. I would not know any of those kids if I ran into them on the street. Which is sad.

I have to leave in half an hour...see you after work.
Much later now. Got some chores done and made some apple sauce from the sad looking apples. The peelings are in the dehydrator covered in some spice. When dry the peelings will be ground up and used on my hot cereal in the morning.

I traded another card so will drop it in the mail tomorrow when I go to work. It's going overseas. Nice to send to a new country. I started using my new address labels last week. I really like them, just the right size. I can put them on the back of the trading cards too. My printing is not the best anymore with how much my hands shake.

My blood sugar numbers are the best I have seen in quite a few years. I think losing 45 pounds has really helped get my sugars down. I have lost about 5 pounds a month since going back to work. Between the heat in the building and the lack of appetite it has made some weight come off. I also do alot of walking in the building as well. That does not help pain levels at all. I still only have 2 pain pills per day. No idea when I will be able to see the Dr again and ask to up my dose. This covid thing has changed alot of lives for sure.

Well time for shower and bed....see you all tomorrow