odd weather today. really really windy and its a cold wind. so i am back to sorting and cleaning.
few days ago i wrote i wanted to get back into writing to penpals again. well didnt i stumble across a website that helps people do just that. so i signed up and found two ladies that seem interesting. what surprised me was how many young people there was . i mean like teens and 20s. i really didnt expect that. but i guess the thrill of getting a letter is not lost on the young. i am hoping the ladies i messaged will find me just as interesting. my life right now is really quiet so may not have a whole lot to write.
i actually did some art today. even though the light was not the greatest, but at least i spent some time at it. i will need a desk lamp i think for evening work as the light in the sun room is not bright enough for me.
i was sorting some kids books today. it made me sad to think the grandkids will probably never look at them. i did save some in hopes i can maybe get the books to them some day.
every time i think i can deal with this it smacks me right in the face, hard. i am so tired and sad. i have been pulling away from brent because of this. he probably feels this , he is not stupid. so i try and put on a brave front and carry on. i make dinner do housework and wonder what my life will be like a year from now......