today was a busy day but not sure i got much done. its still cold so hoping i dont lose anymore plants. lost all the squash . bought some more today. hope they dont freeze. will be planting them tomorrow.

did a ton of dishes and washed the floor. moved more books around and washed some amber glass.

also managed to get a couple of art collage pages done . i find that helps to keep my mind off whats going on.

brents birthday is coming up. i am not sure if he wants a cake or not. we have been celebrating anything in over a year. no christmas no mothers day no fathers day no birthday nothing. neither one of us can handle it i guess.

i wrote my letters to my new pen pals too. need to get them in the mail asap.

the neighbour is still being a pain in the ass. watching everything we do in the back yard. i dont even feel comfortable sitting outside anymore. we have not put out any chairs or anything outside. i guess neither one of us is feeling like this is our home any more.....