well its crappier still. brent will be in the hospital until maybe the weekend. he is pooping blood. not a good sign on any front. so we are waiting until someone says what is what. wish they would just do the biopsy so we would know where to go from here. i am tired of waiting.
i emailed work and said i had been waiting for a meeting with my supervisor for 2 weeks. she comes back and says sorry i am leaving early today i am off for xmas. i wrote back and says must be nice to be off. i have been working every dam xmas for the last 9 years. and i wanted the meeting to talk about my hours and lack of sleep. i dont expect a reply. i also went to the office to get some PPE. i need at least 50 gowns a week, i got 16. no idea what i am supposed to do with that. last time i went to the office i got 3.
all i want to do is lay down and sleep. i am so tired. i still have chores to do and then go up to the hospital. i need change to pay for parking.
later...home now from hospital. brent still thinks he is coming home tomorrow. we shall see. i tried to get change for parking but the coffee shop does not make the sandwich i wanted. this whole day has been shitty. now my supervisor wants me to figure out what to do about the split shifts. its like hell you want me to do your job...ffs i could probly do it better than you.
so now i am hungry and too tired to eat. i dont know what i want to eat anyhow. maybe some cheese and crackers. i got some happy mail today. its the first time in a blind exchange i really dont like the cards. now i dont know what to do with them. do i keep them or pass them on to someone who might like them more than i ever will. i am sure they are to someones taste , just not mine. i dont want to ask on the group page and then the person gets insulted.
i am tired and going to post this now...so i dont forget. see you all soon.