well this mornings fruit was a disappointment. i bought some fresh peaches. i cut one up and bit into it and it tasted like nothing. not a peach, nothing. no idea what i will do with the rest of the basket. they where picked way too early so there is no flavour. i paided 4.oo for flavourless fruit.
i made some pickled veg last week and pickles. i reduced the salt. will have to wait a few more weeks to try them. i still have some veg i need to get in the freezer.
the day is dull and boring. another day of indoor work. i get to clean cat boxes and the aviary today. i need to clean the floors again and change the bed. the bed really does not get messy. i dont move around much. i sleep on my side of the bed only, the other side has all the extra pillows and blankets.
i was walking by a photo in the hallway of brent and i love that photo. he looks so classy. i now wonder sometimes if he was even really here in my life. of course there are still some of his things around the house...but he was in and out so fast it hurts so much....
i still spend so much time scrolling through facebook and utube. its mindless and i dont have to try and think about anything...
i am really beginning to hate days off. it is too quiet and i am too alone.