while laying in bed last night i thought of something profound to open todays entry....but forgot it altogether. guess i should have wrote it down.
another day of laundry and chores. laundry on the line though. i washed a load of socks, its always an awe inspiring experience to hang them out ...as i have knit them all (18 pairs today). i dont know how many pairs i have knit overall but i know its alot. since i have been home i have knit about 13 pairs of socks. yes i still need glasses but i can see close up, just not far away for driving etc. hence why i can do some art and my collage pages.
i always wanted my kids to be proud of me or even like me as a person. at least i am still on their facebook page. i can see when they are online and i guess they are ok. i miss seeing the grandkids alot.
today is left over day so i am not chained to the kitchen today. i am waiting for the washer to finish then i can move onto something else. just took my meds so it will be about an hour before my pain meds kick in. my dr was worried i would become addicted to the meds. well that has not happened. i never drank and never smoked. i decided way back when that i had better things to spend my money on. so i guess that is a plus for me. i take the pills as prescribed. somedays when the pain is bad i wish i had 1 more to make it to bed time but no such luck. some nights i find it hard to sleep even though i have a water bed. yes nice and soft and body conforming. but no matter what i just cant make it work so i end up in my chair in the living room for a few hours. some nights i cant get my brain to turn off. its like having 500 tabs open on my laptop and not one of them means anything, except the knitting pattern....that means something...
well another fun day of working from home. brent decided he needs to use my office. well it would take me forever to clear off the top of my desk. and i got pissed. and he got pissed so now he is working in the bedroom. he says the laptop is dropping his calls. i think its because the internet is overloaded with so many others using it now. now he says its the internet booster not working right. who knows. all i know is i miss him going to work. sigh