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So I went to the temple again near my place.
The demons, spirits, black magic entities that are attached and stubbornly not going away in my body, were after the Almighty Vel of Lord Muruga, and they were looking at Amman Durga’s fire in an unhealthy, vociferous manner, that was almost shameful.
They (the demons, black magicians, evil entities, spirits or whatever) kept on saying,
“Look, what we are doing to him (Referring to the me and the suffering they are causing).”
“We cannot fight this.”
I keep on hearing the word, “Patung.”
Which means doll in Malay.
“They are real.”
These are not my definitely thoughts.
They were trying to use my consciousness, to see if the Gods and Goddesses are real people., and who are they. What fools, to even think of doing that.
They do that by, burrowing into a thought as see what comes out.
By making a person think of something, and then, they will input an intrusive thought, usually something horrid, then, when the mind tries to rebalance with a healthy, friendly thought, they take credence from that as something from somewhere which cannot be faked.
They kept on looking at the food in temple in an ominous way, and they stole my food which was given to me by the temple.
They keep on incepting images of women, whom I do not accede to, when I am doing things, and then a demonic voice will burst out saying “We need a mother.”
Someone is doing dark magic and is trying to make me responsible or make me take care of unholy things. Please help.
They were trying to cause chaos, and disharmony at the temple with obtrusive behaviour, because they are not going away, not matter how persistent I am. After a barrage of horrid thoughts, they try to do mudras and act holy, and ask to revoke their karma. No, never.
They have been trying to dissociate the “I” from me psychologically, whilst attempting to create a false identity and possess my body.
I do not know how long I can do this. It is becoming unbearable. It has been unbearable for 5 years, plus the 40 years of life here on the surface, of this part of the planet.