Why This Blog Exists
I suppose the first and most obvious question is what the meaning of life is.
Actually, what the purpose of this blog is.
I think mainly the purpose is to help me clarify my own thinking.
I've been stuck in thought purgatory for so long, avoiding the thoughts that were floating in my mind b/c it cost too much energy to fully process them.
but the issue with that is that then they're stuck there forever, like splinters in the back of my mind, and tax my energy forever, haunting me and preventing me from focusing on whatever it is i have to do at hand.
it also doesn't help that i have adhd.
There seems to be a huge difference between blogging anonymously and just writing stuff in my journal.