To Forget
“You remember how you always said you want people to just forget you while I always said I want them to remember me?
I think I understand you more now and am feeling the same way as you with time.”
“Oh how so? Why do you feel that way?”
“I don't know. Maybe I was trying to be the person who remembers too and now I want to change it? Why did you always feel that way?”
“Maybe because I don't feel memories about me are significant.”
“I dont know. I guess I just want to forget some things.”
“Do you remember, I once said when we were a bit arguing back then; “I hope you will never understand what I feel and will never have to.””
“And?”
“Lol. No and. I really wish you wouldn't feel the way I did on sadness or loneliness. I want you to be happy.”
“I want you to be happy, too.”
“You know I always try to.”
“I do too, then.”
If anyone should remember anything about me, I wish it was a memory that made them remember of how good they are to me.
Bali, June 2021