New life, love, sex and friendships passed 40

Hearing your knock,
the warmth of time passed walks with you
through that door
You left and yet
It's you who wants my love,
but takes sex instead.
Did you leave, or did I not let you stay?
I play my piano and feel you listening
But you're not there.
Or are you.
Intimacy I can give
Unwind your twisted connection
To see the shy lover
Misfired and missed
Feel the warm wind on your face
As I share my baci
Holding your gentle gaze
In my heart.