Day 44
Today started like no other...it was all a haze. I heard the screaming and shouting of those before me and those that will come after me. As the smoke slowly rose up above. The cries grew louder and wailing began. The thick smoke quickly blinded up, rendering us unable to see what's right in front of us. The panic sets in and those around me begin to loose themselves to the madness that has succumb them.
Then silence befalls the realms as the smoke clear, and the the noise becomes more concentrated. The panic disapates as quikcly as sight is restored. Relief overcome comes everyone just as quickly as the panic, they now all see, indeed they do. They see that the fried burger has indeed started its process of being cooked.
I don't know, don't ask. Well this morning has been a weird one, I woke up early but stayed in bed for another 40 mins or so, I don't what's becoming of me, I'm slowly loosing all the discipline I spent weeks to build up and now it feels like I am breaking all my rules as my life slowly unwinds.
I'm sleeping too late, which is messing me up come the morning, like I don't mind doing it over the weekend but this week it has spilt over into the week day and I have not liked it one bit. So I really need to put a stop to it. It's really affecting my productivity during the day which means I'm too tired and unfocused to do any productive tasks, I feel like my health is getting worse, so I need to be strong and sort myself out!
Honestly, all I want to do at this point is lay down and sleep for many moons but naturally I can't as I have shit to do and it needs to be done first before I do anything else. Also weirdly enough my body temp is out of whack, I was really cold before and now I feel like I'm starting to overheat lol.
I'm probably gonna go sit in the garden for a bit, catch that summer breeze and relax. I feel so brain dead it's annoying. I think it'll do me much good. Since I've still got shit to do.