Day 52
Today has been much cooler but for whatever reason I have struggled immensely to kick into gear. Today has been such an odd day, that I've been feeling so sluggish and unable to focus. I just about got the things I wanted done for work let alone anything else, I had to literally lay down for a bit just to regain some composure and focus.
I woke up at a decent time again, before my alarm clock, stayed in bed a bit longer than I usually would but it was a nice rest, sometimes you need that moment before getting up. By the time I washed up and got to my desk it was around 11:40 am, meeting ended up being cancelled, which I didn't mind as I hadn't finished off the task I needed to for this week at that point. BUT I'll definitely need one on Monday to catch up with a few things and improve some proccesses for work. In order to improve my own quality of life and efficiency at work.
After that I ate and all that but around 2/3 in the afternoon I hit a mental block and I really struggled to get over the hurdle, like no matter what I did I just could not seem to focus myself. This really had a big impact on my day from a work standpoint, so I do what I usually do and layed down, took a breather and kinda fell asleep. I cleared my mind, visualised what I was going to do and then got up almost an hour later, noted my tasks and knocked them out. 2 hours later I had finished basically all my tasks that I set. It was such a weird moment and I don't think I have felt like that in a very long time. But thankfully I overcame this.
Beyond that it's been a fairly standard evening, actually I lie it wasn't all that standard, much like yesterday I ended up spending the bulk of my evening with my family. Now I know it doesn't sounds like much but I have been severly slacking in the facetime with family department but inadvertently I've spent my evenings back to back with them. Hell I even went grocery shopping with my parents which hasn't happened in years. Now I'm not saying I never leave my room or see them, I do, I mean we still all eat dinner together and I'll make my rounds and talk with them for a bit but I haven't spent large amounts of time with them for awhile now. It's nice, I can't say I hate it but I guess it gets me out of the room for a bit.
Oh and I did a really stupid thing today, I accidently closed my position on a crypto that I picked up last night and wanted to hold for minimum a few days and try to maximise returns, but like an IDIOT i accidently pressed sell and yes, I made money but I could've made so much more :( but at the same time I am grateful for making monies on the trade.
That'll do me for today, I've got a very busy weekend ahead of me, much work on the Cardano Node and organising my personal life and ambitions. So much to do and yes this weekend I'll be sure to update posts. Night.