Day 55
Well, how shall I start this, today was alright, woke up kinda late like 10 mins before my meeting (which was delayed again) washed up and got to my desk on time. I kinda slept late again, I think no wait, I actually can't remember, I think I did doze off around half 2/3 in the morning but nothing extreme, however still later than I initally wanted. It was one of those moments where I saw the time on my phone at half 1 and it increased slowly to 2am and I thought to myself “I should really get some sleep about now” and then bam! I was half asleep staring at my phone deep into the 2 am range lol
Ugh Idk what's happening I'm struggling to type and get into the flow of this today.
After the meeting, I did some work and then proceeded to clean up my wardrobe which ended up taking the majority of my time during the day, a few weeks back my sister took it upon herself to dump two backs of randomly assorted goods in my room, so I thought now is a good as time as any to sort that out as well as put my clothes away (I started to get lazy with leaving clothes around my bedroom) I then hoovered up the rest of the bedroom and desk and made it look spiffing.
After that I did some first line response tickets and responded to my manager and did a couple of tasks there which in all fairness didn't take that long. Had some dinner, pretty late, was on a phone call with a friend, having one of those brief catchups. Annoying this is I always get disturbed and super busy whenever he calls and I kinda feel bad lol but main talking points are generally covered.
Then after dinner, I wanted to rest a little so I did that for all but a few short moments, I really started to feel sleepy around 9 and wanted to sleep but I knew I couldn't as I did have a couple of things I wanted to do including writing up today's post.
I was then forced out of bed, and then proceeded to help my sister-in-law with a few things (usual tech support) which ended up taking at least two hours, in that time much document scanning was done as well as special guest apperances from the other siblings and niece. So an eventful couple of hours to say the least.
But it's all done now, as I wrap up the evening with this post and all that. I know you've all been my suuuuper deep and profound unique sentiments on life but unfortunately I haven't time to reflect on life as awhole. I must re-enter my zen like state and begin regress into a depressed state in all to look at life through that lense or who knows really. Maybe I just need to be less busy and it'll come back once my brain doesn't feel like it is going to explode from having too much to think about.
But yeah that's all for today. Hopefully I can feel normal again sooner than later as I've honestly just been feeling like I'm trying to play catchup with myself and constantly forgetting things.