Good Enough for God by Citizen Soldier 🎵
This song is deep and very personal. This is why they say everyone has a personal relationship with God. Everyone's relationship will be in a different state. While some will have a great relationship, some like the person in this song, will be at the lowest of lows. And it's up to you to decide if the relationship is worth having.
Father, this is my confession
Sending it from bloodied knees
Save me from this sick obsession
Of wishing you were proud of me
Anything for your affection
Overdosed on wine and bread
The introspection's just a weapon
And it'll be the cause of deathI wouldn't blame you for pretending not to hear me pray
I bet you're sick of watching me make all the same mistakes
Know I've been distant, I'm not trying to take the easy way
I just can't imagine any paradise that's worth this painI've had my darkest thoughts
Trying to get to Heaven
Twisted my mind in knots
Trying to be forgiven
Counting all the reasons I could go to Hell but
Can't think of even one why I should love myself 'cause
I've never felt more lost
Trying to be good enough for God
Good enough for God
