Elegy at an open grave
Here we are, then
You and I
As bells are toiling in the twilight sun
Tolling, tolling, till their time is done
Toppling, tumbling, just so, just so.
Like shooting stars from someone
You used to know
Do I weep? Do I cry?
Do I sigh again?
No.
Let the mourners come
Let the mourners go
Playing forte
On the piano
We toe the line then, you and I, you and I
My bare hand around the cold brass
I plod, you lie
Oh God, I did try
Balancing a diamond on a blade of grass
Bending stubborn knees in a Sunday mass
Stifling a sigh
Not knowing why
Only the rose-tinted glass
Could make us see eye to eye.
And yet you taught me to see
You taught me compassion
You said,
Give me the huddled masses yearning to breathe free
In this shining city upon a hill
Of their own free will
And yet
And still
Scales on the left eye
A beam in the right
The kodachrome vision rationed
To monochrome black and white.
And I have been there, I have
Where the all-too white primroses grow
with reckless abandon
And I have seen them here, I know
The signs in the yards, Let’s go Brandon
In all red caps
I too have seen darkness descend
And wondered is it the end?
Is it really the end?
The final collapse?
Not with a bang,
But a whimper?
So be it
Let it be so
These ashen hands carried me
When they were around
Let these ashen hands buried be
In the cold, cold ground
Let the mourners come
Let the mourners go
Playing forte
On the piano
So
Here we are then
You and I
The final goodbye
My hair grey now, like yours
My cap a different shade of red
My wrinkles, traces of lives led
Ploughed by all we said
Furrowed by the pain
That the stars will remain
But we are dead.