samaelstjerne

𝖥𝗋𝗈𝗆 𝖶𝗂𝗅𝗅𝗂𝖺𝗆 𝗍𝗈 𝖢𝖾𝗅𝗂𝗇𝖾
𝖡𝗈𝗋𝗇𝗁𝗈𝗅𝗆
𝖭𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗆𝖻𝖾𝗋 𝟣𝟣𝗍𝗁, 𝟣𝟫𝟪𝟨

How have you been, darling? It happens that a week felt like a decade to me. I reckoned you’d be perfectly well, in a good shape, even. My disappearance looks good with you, it seemed.

Though you hadn’t heard a thing from me, I have missed you. I do, miss you. Not a day goes by without the thought of you crossed my mind, dearest. Dread comes knocking the door to my heart each passing time I had to spend alone.

Dawn is when I had it worse. It’s too peaceful for my thoughts, and I have—been negative. As for how I am, physically, I’d say I.. honestly cannot find any fitting word to describe what state I’m currently in. Well, for starters, my reservation for a two seek stay got downgraded—in a way I cannot make sense of.

I lost my wallet on the way here, and indebted with 4480 DKK as the result. A lot more than I could’ve afford, with no wallet in sight. To add more of my series of unfortunate events: this Manor, is seemingly haunted.

How so, you ask? Figuratively speaking, staying here feels like a decade to me. Not only that I have to face the fact that I had missed you, I can’t swim in the lake unless I’d come home with a leprosy.

In a literal sense of that word, we, the visitors, had to play a hide and seek with.. a ghost who’s apparently the owner and I’m intrigued to find out how cursed the place is.

But despite having nothing to eat for the past few days since my stay began, I’m perfectly well. I’d say I’ve found a few good friends and acquaintances here, despite of our background differences.

Apparently everyone happened to be indebted, I’d say debt was the one that both bonds and binds us. I’ve found a few of my long lost siblings as well, and they kind of match my kind of crazy.

I’m thinking of joining a circus after my stay ends, maybe some time after my retirement—but enough about me. Have you been eating well, my dear? Had you stayed the same, you mustn’t have been. Eat, my dear. I recalled your favorite place would have a discount soon.

I love the expressions painted beautifully upon your visage as you bite on your favorite local fried chicken. Even the moan enunciated by how content you were by the taste sounds heavenly to me.

I heard your favorite artist released an record while I was away as well. Needn’t you ask for my permissions, I know you’ve probably bought yourself a copy.

Indulge yourself, dear. For the sake of you, and me, though you might’ve done so without me asking. Anything that pleases you, pleases me too. Don’t you just spoil on our childrens, darling, do the same for yourself as well.

Take care of yourself, my love. Adding more to your hours of sleep is not enough. I’ll be home in a few days. Must you ask for me, I’m here, as always. Send my regards to the kids. I love you, I truly do.

Your beloved,

William.

Samael
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[Wednesday, November 11th, 2020. 10:20 AM.]