I no longer feel safe.
In a space I used to be, with peoples I was with.
Not in my own head, not now, not ever.
Not with myself,
I have forgotten what is it to be safe.
I seek touches and interactions to fill this empty void I call myself, yet I have no energy to do so even when I needed it most. I refuses to seek help, even just to free myself from me. What have I become?
Samael
[Tuesday, November 17th, 2020. 09:37 PM.]