The House She Gooned
Chapter 7 – Nadia Cums
Nadia gives in. She's going to cum while watching Porn.
Nadia took off her panties, top, and bra; too much was in the way. “I'll show them,” she thought to herself. She didn't want to think about sex, men, or being violated by their useless hunks of flesh between their legs. “No more,” she said out loud. She had been watching porn for months. That one intrusive judgmental thought wasn't going to ruin her night.
She finally found porn's purpose. She was watching porn to escape, to feel, to live. Porn gave her peace. It was giving her friendship. Now Porn was going to give her an orgasm. Nadia was finally taking charge of her sexual pleasure. She started touching herself and for the first time, slowly slid two fingers inside of herself. She wanted to fuck herself while watching porn.
Nadia's moment masturbating to porn meant something. She began to moan without a care in the world. She actually felt pleasure that no partner gave her. 15 minutes passed by. Her lovers were always one step behind; she didn't even have time to relax and get wet like she wanted to. With porn, it was different. She had already gotten wet from the light touching and edging earlier. She was so relaxed and ready. Now new sensations were coming from within.
As she focused on porn on her screen, a beautiful black woman rode a large black dildo cowgirl style in her living room. With measured practice, this onlyfans star bucked her hips for the camera, showcasing her ability, her body, her freedom, her artistic expression. Nadia was taking it all in, rubbing her hot caramel pussy to the rhythm. When she masturbated to black women, it always hit harder. They looked like her, talked like her; she understood them. Now she was connecting with them through porn and masturbation.
Nadia started to haze over in her thoughts. That rare but still familiar feeling of orgasmic pleasure was rising up. 30 minutes of fucking herself to porn was bringing what she craved — what she desired — what she deserved. A real orgasm.
Her favorite onlyfans girl is a squirter. She didn't care if it was just performative and extreme on purpose; it was perfect artistic self-expression. Pornography is art. Her addiction to porn was liberation. She was always amazed so much pleasure fluid could come from a woman. And that woman came with so much force and determination. It was powerful. She was always in awe.
Nadia decided to time her orgasm to what she saw on the screen. She had already watched this video a few times but it was okay; it was one of Claire's voice edits, and she knew it was going to be good. Nadia knew it had what she liked. So she edged. Held on. Moaned, breath getting heavy. Gasping. Labored. Feral. Bucking her hips... then it was time.
She saw the beautiful rain of fluid coming from the woman on her screen — The woman was squirting. The woman's body was convulsing; her eyes were starting to roll and she lost the ability to speak. Mouth agape, lost in complete pleasure from masturbation. Porn gave her permission to cum.
Nadia herself started to have the most powerful orgasm of her existence... It was a wild and guttural body shaking orgasm. Her eyes remained open, but the rest of her body seized in pleasure... just like the woman on her screen...just without the gushing squirt. Instead Nadia was releasing a slow and creamy dribble flowing between her fingers.
She knew she was a creamer, but this was the first time she had made so much. But this was also the first time she actually felt good pleasuring herself. For the first time, Nadia just experienced the true power of pornography and pleasure. Time stood still. It was in that moment, Nadia accepted that Claire had gotten her addicted to porn. She didn't regret it; she felt alive.
A few minutes later, she cleaned up. She smiled at the large puddle of girl cum she left in her chair. A sign of a job well done. She kept porn going at a moderate volume. Just because she came doesn't mean porn stops.
It was time to text Claire.
“I understand now,” Nadia said, “I love porn. I came so hard and now I'm going to bed. What just happened was amazing and honestly can't describe it. Thank you so much for making me this way.”
Nadia logged off. Claire started cumming to Nadia's words. Claire had found her purpose in life. She was spreading porn addiction in the best way.
After that, Nadia continued her devotion to pornography. She didn't always cum, but when she did, it was a positive and pleasurable experience. She was enjoying orgasms for the first time on a deep level; more than she ever did with any partner. She would rather orgasm to porn now. It simply was better in every way.
Soon, her private life began to grow around porn.
She was more deliberate and purposeful. She wasn't doing it for Claire anymore; she was doing it for herself.
Laptop open, drive plugged in.
A new folder to sort.
A new favorite clip to watch on loop.
Her best friend to trade porn with.
Her porn collection growing little by little every day.
Nadia was finally living her life.
Porn is life.
But she knows the truth now. She sees the light. She sees a flicker; the hum is in her brain — a sexually intrusive thought, a comfort she can summon anytime her mind drifts to that old hollow ache of wanting to be wanted.
“This is better,” she tells herself.
“Hours of masturbation are better. Porn will never leave. Porn will never betray me.”
And Claire?
She imagines Nadia on the other side of that glow — alone, but not lonely. She imagines the drive filling up, terabyte by terabyte, with Nadia's new private devotion.
“I can't be loved,” Claire whispers to the ceiling.
“But I can be inside her mind.”
“I am a vessel for Porn and now I have created a goonette for Goddess Porn.”
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