6/24/21
Garrett was actually in good spirits all day yesterday. We went out for dinner and had a nice time. I teased him this morning about PMSing for me and he didn't get mad. He's getting more unpredictable every day.
I let Madeline spend the night at a friend's house last night. She said they wanted to watch the Strawberry moon. This morning I noticed that her and Zach's bathroom is filthy. So I texted her asking what time I can pick her up (so she can come home and clean that and do her chores before work this evening). No answer. It's now 11:35 a.m., I've been calling and texting her for over an hour and nothing. I'm furious. She knows better than to turn her phone off or not respond to me. Of course all the worst case scenarios are running through my head. As if that's not enough, I have to worry about Garrett's anger if he finds out. This is definitely something he will bring up in countless arguments/complaint sessions about Madeline. Which means I can't lean on him when I need someone. I somehow have to find her while hiding the fact that I'm looking for her from him. Can't trust him to not blow up at me over it, and call me a bad mother and all the other things. Ugh.
On a brighter side, He has stopped leaving the toilet seat up.
And here I thought I would make a conscious effort to complain about him less and focus on the positive.
Is it frowned upon to buy a pregnancy test and a bottle of wine in the same transaction?