What happens when the rose-colored glasses break

These first few posts won't be in real time. I've decided it's time to put the personal experiences I've been writing down somewhere more secure – in case they are found (or need to be found).
I'm torn about using real names and whether or not to keep this anonymous. There will be a lot of sensitive stuff, and I run the risk of accusations if my abuser finds this. BUT ... this could help someone somewhere at some point.
For now I'll keep it anonymous and hope I can change that at a later time. I'll use real names for the sake of simplicity, since some of my posts may have to be written in a hurry.