Sometimes it hurt so bad that nobody understands you, not even the one that birthed you. Trying to smile everyday at everything is so tiring. I just want to scream to somebody how broken I am right now.
I'm tired of being the playful, zero worries young lady everybody sees, I really want to cry I can't even lie. Nobody ever asks the question “how are you”? genuinely. I'm at the point where I just want all of this to end.