Guess what? Everything in my life right now is going down. I don't even know if I will be able to survive tomorrow. I spent a lot this year, like, a lot. It's like I don't know how bad my salary is. I wish I could've done better but I'm not going to dwell on it. What's done is done. But for real, I really need to control my spending habit. Well, with the amount of bills I have for the next year, I don't think I can still splurge. Hah.