These days, it feels like I'm slowly getting back to my routine. Today, I had the energy to organize my book notes and it just felt so satisfying. This is making me feel better of course because after being in a major slump + burnout + having a lot of mental breakdown, this just means I'm ready to fight again. Slowly but surely. I don't know why I had let those negative thoughts eat me but I promise I'm going back now. Back to that calmness. That calmness where I don't feel pressured. That calmness where I don't compare myself with others. That calmness where I don't let other people affect me. That calmness where I stay focused only on my goals. Back to that calmness, slowly.