Tired.

I just want to say that I'm really, really tired now. Tired of solving problems at work. Tired of coding. Tired of thinking how I will survive. Tired of just making ends meet every cutoff. Tired of paying bills. Tired of trying to smile. Tired of having to deal with people. Tired of thinking whether I offended someone or not. Tired of holding on to friendships. Tired of being me. Tired of being alive. Tired of everything. Tired. Fucking tired.