I feel something warm on my left side, it's unsettling. I know I did this to myself, I gave them an empty shell. So of course they couldn't see anything beyond it and whatever they could fill the shell with. I'm just a projection to them. And only to me am I who I am. I didn't give them a chance, I am to blame. I had to do that though, I know, I forgive myself.
This heat I feel could make me collapse.