this is just poetry, my body is made in a way that allows me to percieve beauty. i am sorry that you can't see how i see. i am sorry that you feel disapointed in me for not seeing what you see. i don't choose beauty, whatever happens, however i'm feeling, it will be there, it will choose me.
so yeah, we are not the same, and i'm glad i'm able to feel and percieve beauty where you're not able to. i am disapointed in you, but i understand. i understand that the world became such an ugly place for you, but you shouldn't want me to see it the same way. do not bring people down with you. you were once the sun shining on me, i'm aware that that sun has long set. i'll need a new source of light, and hopefully i'll find it in me.