I have another (not very close) autistic friend since childhood. He is growing more towards obsessive comparing to when he was a kid. And the more obsessive he is the less I am trusting towards him. Since he will get more moralizing overtime. And unlike obsessive girls, boys often don’t risk to look petty in public or in general. So I never know where I stand. Except making my own guess based on vague moralizing writings of his. It was never a great friendship anyway because the routine was: I made joke – he was neutral – joke didn’t land – I tried to be more normal and not myself.
Anyway, besides my family, I only talk to Khanh and Eta. But mostly to you.