I'm gonna treat every vague statement as an indication that reality is way worse than their literary skill. Cause that's normally the case.
“Optimism can be a problem. But it is better than being defeated.”
→ I gambled and lost. But I would like to gamble again.
” That day I walked into a new world. And everyone lives in a different world that doesn't cross mine.”
→ Someone close found out that I was a two-faced liar and informed my whole friend circle. I got excluded because the evidence was undeniable. I need to make new friends who don't know my past now that I have a bad rep.
” In the dark abyss, I was saved. From that day I tell myself to always be kind because you might not know what others are going through.”
→ I lied to my parents while using their money. They found out and that was super shameful. I can't even tell this story without making myself look extremely entitled. So I'm gonna just convey my pain in hope no one asks the origin where that pain comes from.