Just like you are not actually humble by pretend to admire people with credentials without questioning then acting hawking in secret. You are the thing when you are exposed to enough people with different abilities and have to adapt. You are not depressive (and therefore purposely being seen as closer to reality) by screaming everytime things slightly move away from the status quo conveniently lined up with your ideology and benefits. You are the thing when you exposed to enough contradiction from different sources.
And just like the act pretending to be humble hinders the true potential to be humble. The act of being a fake centrist hinders the possibility of reaching the depressive position.