Follow this story of a teenager and their struggle to find their self in the mess of life.

Dear Reader,
Why can I not sleep?... Better question, why don’t I want to sleep?... The answer is I don’t really know, I mean, I know why I don’t want to sleep. It’s because I don’t want to not have a nightmare. I know that sounds weird but it’s true, I like to be woken up in the middle of the night for no apparent reason. Why? Well, because I think sleep is pointless. You’re probably thinking,” But Author, why do you think sleep is pointless? Isn’t it important?” Well, yes and no. It's important for most people, yes. For me it’s just kind of… there, you know? I’ve been days without sleep, but that’s because I have insomnia. I do take melatonin gummies for it, which did help for a while but once I got a little over half way through the bottle, they just stopped helping as much and if anything made the problem worse. And I’m not saying that they won’t work better for someone else, I’m just saying they aren’t very helpful to me in particular. Whelp! That’s all I wanted to say today!(It's 1:03 A.M.) Have a good day!

Sincerely yours,
Author