November 30, 2021
I had a productive day yesterday, but I still need to find a balance between my side-hustles and personal development. I'm itching to go to the gym (haven't been in over a month) and I spent nearly $200.00 on new LSAT studying materials over the weekend (not including the $69.00 I'm still paying for 7Sage every month). Tutoring will die down soon, but I need to remember to set boundaries – telling students that I can only work for a couple hours a night instead of working for 5 or 6 hours after I finish my day job.
I think I need to go to the gym in the morning, and make it a habit going forward. I know that I will never go at night. I am just too tired. I need to study for at least an hour every night – or even during work.
I just fall asleep at night and tell myself the myth that I'll wake up in a few hours to wash my face, brush my teeth, and do all the things that “get me ready for bed.” That's CAP. I just fall asleep. I did get some good sleep though without the help of edibles.
As I'm writing this on the morning of December 1, I am replaying an incident in my head where I almost hit a runner on Mills. I was turning right on Miramar, and also switching songs to play “Lockjaw” by Kodak Black and French Montana. I didn't see the runner, and he had to jump to avoid being hit. He jumped up and down (grey t-shirt, blue shorts, and short blonde hair) and screamed, and I kept driving back home in shame. I need to stop driving distracted, and I should have pulled over and apologized.