caught
I CAUGHT THE RAGE BUT I DIDN'T KNOW IT
I NEVER KNEW I HAD SWALLOWED IT GASPING FOR INFECTED AIR
MY MYSELF FORGETTING DEEP DOWN THE THING I DIDN'T REMEMBER
BLOOD RED FLESH ON BONES SLOW SMOLDER HEAT BURNING MY BELLY
ON REPLAY IN MY MIND BUILDING ON ANGER RECURSIVELY
BOTTLED UP LASHING OUT
INTO THE NIGHT until i lay by my one true truth and love
and a wave comes
cold clear water washes
my face like a drug
floods my veins again
slows my heart