This is somewhere I write my heart out NO CAP!

Started what I didn't want to start for longest period of time.

#ComicRant #1

Hey there!

How are you all? I hope you have been reading what I scribble here for some time. Hope you're in good health. I don't know what exactly is happening around my being. Hence posting this rant.

Sometimes do you feel concerned about future and letting in people/habits in a space that is endearing to you/that has been endearing to you?

I have been heavily against gym and activities that go in there. Things that go around there are completely worrisome for me. I'm a guy who wants to lose weight but at lesser or no capital cost. And I know that is doable.

Mind is playing crooked games with me. Hence I needed to resort to this bad capitalist space called the gym. Feeling like I've lost the self inspiration I had for longest amount of time to wake up at 6.30 am. (Not that hard, aye!)

These thoughts are just a day after joining the gym. I know I'm a cynical p***k.

But I couldn't resist. I used to exercise at home and my parents are of course worried about me being grossly obese/overweight with a high potential of carrying allied diseases.

But I'm trying. The biggest downside of these crooked thoughts is food based depression. This is a tailor made term by me😂. It simply means I eat a lot when I get stressed. I get stressed for things that are out of my control. And I eat a lot of sugary/sweet foods that I want to overcome, just those thoughts badly.

I have succumbed to this bad capitalism activity just for the heck of it.

I don't know how many days this will go on. Trying to keep the wheels moving for days I could do it.

Wish me luck. Consider this my daily diary entries in public!!

#100DaysToOffload #ugichapla #DepressedEating