wholeexplorer

i love my mother a lot. she loves me more.

although, she conveys more openly than me.

last night, i got a strange dream wherein i was crying and missing my mother. i was screaming i want to meet her, i want to be with her.

but when i called her today morning i could not convey that feeling of longing and yearning.

instead, when my mother asked me why i didn't video called her yet i got irritated. and all my inner longing to convey my yearning to meet her disappeared.