The Clouds Start To Part
Sometimes things surprise you.
Last night was miserable. This morning wasn't much better (working until 4am). But by late afternoon, I managed to get to a couple of articles about the battle of the body with the mind and the illogic of how our flesh-selves are at war with the spiritual person. Also some great material on not letting our failures and mistakes define us or become such a point of focus that we can't see anything else.
After meditating on that for a while, I am starting to find a measure of happiness again.
It also helps that I realize we're all going to be okay. Less helpful is that I'm an emotionally volatile human.