Things Ain’t The Same
What a gorgeous evening it is tonight. Hot and beautiful. Far too beautiful to feel sad and alone.
It feels like I am two people. One is stable and thoughtful and caring, the other angst-ridden and frustrated. They both need constant validation though. Reminding that they are loved. Whatever shortcomings they have are not just acceptable but an endearing part of who they are.
There just don’t seem to be enough I-love-yous to ever fill this bottomless chasm of need.
Please, my friend, keep shining that light and love my way. Help me overwhelm the gravitational pull of that collapsed star in my heart.