reflecting
i've been thinking a lot.
that is usually how trouble starts.
with a fixation or hobby
with focusing on too many things
when I know, me
this ( me )
this person who just can't be one thing.
this awful being that is so consuming
it wants to burn itself out
and happy doing it, if im being honest.
But that's what being happy is right? You take all the interests and do them. You take all the people and blend them? You watch all the shows, listen to all the podcasts and take all the notes?
You mix
everything
together
distill.
then what's left at the bottom.
It's happiness right?