Day before Japan
I'm right now sitting on her bed while she's taking her contacts out. I helped her install a Minecraft client. A month has passed since we started being boyfriend girlfriend, and it hasn't felt like that in the best way possible. I actually feel like myself around her and I actively want to see her and I enjoy just being in her presence. Honestly I didn't think this was possible for myself, I kind of thought there was something so fundamentally wrong with me that I couldn't click the way I am right now. I guess I just want to say I'm grateful for that. I'm so lucky to have A.