I guess my greatest fear
I got out of bed today around 5 PM. I feel like absolute shit, and honestly, I just feel like crying most of the day. Nothing happened. Periods like this remind me of how horrible depression really is. I hear people outside partying and laughing, and I can barely get myself up out of my chair. I’m miserable. I just want to cry but I don’t have the energy to. I don’t have the energy to do anything. This is my hell.