On Resilience
So to whoever reported me to a student suicide watch, thank you. I am going to be honest, I really don’t think anyone reads this anymore; especially now that I’ve removed it from my accounts. But I really do appreciate it, it feels nice to know that someone is concerned for me.
That out of the way, I partially just wanted to write something down so that I am not faced with the shame of my low points when I open up google chrome; this last week has honestly been really bad. I’ve been pretty sick, so haven’t been able to go to classes or hang out with friends, my SSD got corrupted, so I lost my computer + all of my personal files along with photos I cannot recover, losing SB hacks, and a couple other things.
The thing that surprises me is I’m doing ok. Yeah I feel sad, but I don’t feel overwhelmed or any suicidal ideation. I guess I’m proud of myself for passively being able to handle this week.