A digital journal

On Struggle

I kinda realized that I never have pushed myself to do something that I wasn’t inherently good at, I’ve never tried to challenge myself. For games, I’ve always pushed for a rank I knew I was 100% able to get without a doubt, but I’ve never pushed myself to a limit; I was thinking about a friend who recently hit diamond 2 in league, and they were someone who was struggling to hit diamond in the first place. I realized that their effort over time got them the rank they rightfully are now at, while I’ve just skated by life, without ever really pushing myself for something I didn’t know I could do. I really should get over this and push myself.