Short post because its 2:42 AM
I think I realized why I’m still feeling hurt is because my thoughts don’t line up with my actions. I tell myself that I don’t consider them a close friend anymore, but I think mentally I didn’t fully adapt that yet. They mentioned something that made me upset in a way that only would happen if I cared about them a lot, and that served as a mini wake-up call. I think I need to really embody what I say I think, but also it might not even be worth it at this point. I’m still in this weird little limbo I’ve been forced into, not something I would inherently do – but also I may just attach too much to people. I think this is an interesting experience regardless to better understand where I should lay on that spectrum of decisions.