Somewhat Closure
I think I’m in a comfortable enough place to have the freedom to step away freely. My current plan of action is to stop putting in the extra effort I typically do and see if any initiative comes from them. If not then it is what it is – I think everything is much more tolerable if I properly regulate my expectations mentally for what the friendship is.
I’m incredibly thankful for the consistent friends I have, I just got off playing games with some friends and I also got to see a close friend again today in person. I like the feeling of people wanting to interact with me without me having to chase them down – I guess I’m thankful for everything as I now understand how important that is for me.