We're official
A is now officially my girlfriend! Well technically as of yesterday, 11/10/2024. I guess the only way I can say this is I’m a bit overwhelmed right now and not feeling well so I don’t want to overanalyze anything for fear of misrepresentation, since I do believe at some point she will read this. I’m very excited but I guess I’m also scared. But I also do think this is the fear that comes from my brain having no dopamine left and just regular depression, and so I’ve been kinda just distracting myself constantly today to avoid falling into those mental traps.