Musings of a zealous Rheumatologist,helicopter mom, wife, animal lover, feminist, wanna be chef, amateur yogi, dreamer and multitasker

A love letter to my daughter

Years ago, I dreamed of you and prayed for you, my sweet princess. 5 years ago yesterday, I finished clinic on my second last day of work before starting maternity leave and eagerly awaited your arrival which was scheduled the following week . But you were in such a hurry to come in to this world and meet us that your mom missed her own surprise baby shower!

A mere several hours after leaving work, I saw your beautiful face for the first time. You were so precious and holding you, I felt a newness and excitement but also a warm sense of familiarity; of home. Something about u made me feel safe and so loved already, a reminder my own mother. My heart was ready to explode into a zillion pieces out of sheer joy . After a long, busy day, coming home to you and seeing you squeal with glee, made everything worthwhile. God only knows, you have been my saving grace from God.

You complete our family and we love you so dearly ( even you big brother who incessantly teases you ) . Watching you grow and blossom has been the highlight of my days . You are bold, brave, loving, funny, smart and adventurous. I beam with pride as I see how you light up every room you enter and pry smiles on even strangers’ faces. I pray that your fiery spirit never settles and your zest for life remains limitless, just as your powers are. You make me want to be better person and never stop trying. My forever baby girl and best friend for life, may God bless you.

Happy 5 th birthday sunshine!

Love, Mommy