immobility
dualistic fragility
Unstuck but motionless
Spiraling yet looped
imposed volatility
insurmountable suffocation
cascading possibilities unfurl,
insignificant choices
spinning, spiraling twirl
patterns patterns everywhere….
I need a vacation from my mind.
Rumination, rumination
forever-shifting vibration...
what to do?
so much inside...
gaged and bound in silence, with so much to say
terrified at being witnessed,
talents astray.
rhyming is stupid,
but I can’t help but think in a rhythm
colors and sounds,
feelings blurred into mystical vision.
no predetermined road,
lonely as i stand
lost in this maze, no guiding hand.
internally adrift,
yet externally poised in the facade of ease
can't seem to bridge the two,
incumbent disease.
must forge a way to bridge this gap
a destiny I must create,
stuck in the uncertainty of how this task to endow
steadfast in my resolve, won't jeopardize their fate
Humaning is fucking hard
#possiblepoetry #unfilteredvulnerability
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